I am absolutely devastated.
I have used soooo many HPT's and got a couple phantom lines but that was about it- Lines so light you practically had to do a backbend to see the outline of the line.
I am completely devastated. Depressed.
I find myself feeling like I am going to die to thinking I still could be......
I keep praying that maybe I am one of the girls that has a late implanter- or It just isn't showing up on the HPT yet and my Beta will show that I am in fact pregnant.
I feel like I don't even want to go to my appointment!
It is at 7:30 AM - then I go to work.
Then I will get the call.
How will I feel?
Will I cry?
What will they say?
Hollie, you are not pregnant??????!!!!!
I am beyond upset.
I thought this was it.
I really did.
But, looks like our journey is not over yet.
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